Zachary, you would have been so proud today. Everyone was skating in your memory, and we were all there missing you so much. There were people that would come up and say " I knew that kid, and he would out skate me every time". Some people just visited the website through our advertising, and wanted to come out and be a part of the event. It is so hard sometimes to watch all of your friends skating, and you not being right in the middle of them. Somehow, today I felt like you were there watching. I think you were smiling down on us. I am sure you wished you could show us some tricks, and what I would give to have just one more chance to watch them. It breaks my heart, because I can't have you here with me. Sometimes, when I look at Jacob, I see your eyes and rosy red cheeks. The other day he fell asleep in my bed, and when I woke up and saw him for just a brief moment I thought it was you. I think when you left me God knew I would need to see you every now and then. I know that is probably crazy, but Pastor Forbush told me once that God always provides us with what we need to make it through trials such as these. He never leaves us. I am thankful for that. I wish so much that Jacob would have had the opportunity to have you as a big brother. He is doing all the things that you warned us he was going to do. I know you are smiling about that too. At least he won't have to hurt as bad as we all do. I will tell him all about you, and everything that you loved to do. One day we will all be together forever. I love you, Zack.